My dearly beloved,
I truthfully know the anguish that plagues your hearts. The emptiness that you try to fill, time and time again. I truthfully know that for the most part you are able to fill that hole in you. You fill it with movies, games, books, new toys, cars, houses families, but no matter what you do........ it always manages to feel empty again. It never manages to stay completely full, and it never brings you complete happiness. You truly want to be happy... you act it, and look it, and to everyone else, you may appear to be truly happy, but only you know that you aren't... not really.
You have lost sight of whats most important. You give and give love, but you are never able to receive it, you assume in the grand scheme of things that while the message of love is true for everyone else, and you truly love people and God, you dont think it is true for you. You are the exception, and you have know it from the beginning. You are the only one in all of Gods creation that cant be loved.
Precious, you have been lied to, for there is not a single thing that God has created that he did not love. There is not a single person that God created that Jesus did not die for. You may know the verses, and you may know that you are fearfully and wonderfully made, but you dont believe it.
Its time to believe it beloved. Its time to believe that you are LOVED so entirely, and that the only son of GOD, DIED for you. ONLY YOU.If you were the only person created, and had sinned and was condemned to an eternity of hell...he would of still died for you. That is how special, precious and important you are to him.
There is an ENTIRE enternity that awaits us once we take our final breath. That enternity awaits whether you believe it or not, and you get as many chances as you need to realize that, until you die. Then thats it. For those of us who a...lready know that.... we still have messed up. How can we be comfortable living our lives as is... being comforted by things of this world... when CHRIST is the ONLY thing that matters. Your nice car, good job, pretty things and nice clothes have absolutely NO ETERNAL value.... that is why we need Jesus, discovering who he is and his love for us, drives us to make decisions that will last even after we die. It is part of the reason I preach at you, pray for you and cry out to God for you.... you have to understand that there is more to this life... and every day that goes by is less and less a chance to understand that now while you have time. I love you
God truthfully loves you, and you are deserving and worthy of that love.
He wants to spend eternity with you, it was made for you!
Jesus died so that you could live!! Really live! Live in the hope that this life isnt all there is!! Live in the hope that while all others may leave you or forsake you, Christ NEVER will!
Praying for you without ceasing!
your sister in the king,
Angie
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