Ellie bit me yesterday, and I felt a tooth. To my shock, dismay and horror.... her first bottom tooth is coming in, and close behind it... the second bottom tooth. Why is this so bad? Because with teeth come emotional distress!!! She is no longer justifiably, a little baby. She is transitioning into a toddler. I have had a baby for 3 1/2 years now. Zoey... then just as Zoey turned toddler, I found out I was pregnant, and now... that baby is turning toddler. :.( Despite speculation, I have no plans on having another.
This means, A) I'm very close to having 4 older children on my hands. B) 1 out of 4 children hate their parents or have psychological issues. C) I'm 3 1/2 months away from my BIG 30! wahhhhh!!!
I DO NOT WANT TO TURN 30!! I REFUSE!! Not going to happen!
Eliana is a few short months away from her big ONE YEAR OLD birthday. Then Zoey will be THREE. Then Natalie will be 7, and then I have a break until next year... when my oldest will officially be a preteen. I really could dissolve into a hot mess right now, and cry... the big wet cry... with the boogers and the snot and all that, however I am choosing to hold it together until i get my psychology degree and can counsel myself. Good reasoning right?
It is amazing how slow I felt my life had been up to this point, and now... it is speeding by me... and I can't slow it down... I felt that 7 years to get my masters was such a long time, but at the rate Im going... Not so much. Anyway... just wanted to let the world know, my kids are growing very fast and I hate it, and Im going to be 30 and I hate that too.
That is all.
ps. GOD IS GOOD!
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